A way out.
I'm thinking if I still want to continue going to Nursing school. I'm extremely tired and get stressed a lot. I know quitting is such a bad thing to do but I really don't know if I can still do this. I got pretty decent grades, I wasn't expecting on getting Bs because I seriously thought that I was going to fail on the exams but it's not fun anymore. It's really not. It really sucks that I have to do this for the next three semesters and thinking about it makes me really want to quit. I go to school pretty much everyday except sundays. I go to class and sit there for hours taking notes trying hard to concentrate and focus on what the professor is saying but it's hard to do it when you're tired. I go to labs and they all look like hospitals and I'm sick of it. I feel like I don't want to work at a hospital anymore because of that. It's the same stuff everyday and it's getting really boring. I organized my school schedule yesterday and it doesn't look nice and fun. I have tests, demos, validations, presentations, and clinicals strating the week after the next until this semester is over. UGH. I need to get out. I feel so low and defeated right now. I cried a lot during the first exam week and I don't want to do that again but I can't help but cry.
I don't like this anymore.
I don't like this anymore.