Fear and exhaustion.
I've never felt so tired in my entire life. I have been studying for the past five days and I really feel like shit. My brain is giving up on me that when I try to memorize stuff, I forget them after a minute. I cried on Tuesday because I was tired, I wanted to go and get some rest but I couldn't because I have so much to do. When I said I have a lot of things to do, I mean a lot. Like on the first week of nursing school, we were given like 3-weeks worth of information. I don't know how I'm going to study because my brain is not working as well as I wanted it to be. I'm scared of failing my classes. I'm scared that I will end up getting kicked out of nursing school.
I'm really fucking tired.
I'm really fucking tired.