Apr 22, 2004 14:42
Throughout my life I have continued to be shit on by people I considered to be my friends. But I decided today that I just dont really care anymore. I really dont, people can run their mouths and say anything they want because I know that I am a nice person. I have never really been mean to anyone I have considered a friend. Yes, I will joke around sometimes and be mean, but that is just who i am. I am only kidding, so lighten up and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You always try to make people feel bad for you. But why? Is it because you need to feel better about yourself? Oh and when you tell people about how I am such a bitch to you tell them the whole story. Because I am never mean to anyone until they are mean to me first. You are NOT the victim here. And when you have a problem with me talk to me about it, not everyone else. I wont get pissed off at you, because I wont care enough to. I realized I cannot get mad at things that dont really matter to me. And to all of you who have EVER been mean to me, I will always remember that. There are a lot of mean people out there and unfortunately good people get hurt by them. and unlike what you may think I am not a mean person. You know, I do feel really sorry for you in a way because I am such a great person to be friends with and there is no fucking way you will ever be my friend again.