contrariness

[rachel_kitty]

i'm sleeeeeeepyyy...
i want to go to sleeeeeeeppp...
i wish dominic didn't haaaaaaaate meeee...
this sucks.
why am i so freakin contrary?
justin says i'm fickle. he says he always knew, that he's okay with that...
i'm not.
i mean, i don't know.
it's such a bad thing when you do what i do with it.
everything is a bad thing with me, it seems.
no, i didn't mean that.
i don't know what i mean.
it's late.
i'm tired.
don't know if i'm gonna go to the party or not, i just talked to judgy again.
dammit dammit dammit.