This should sum it all up....
Dear Gabe,
I love you! You are my best friend, and sorry for all the shit I've done to you. I probably don't even deserve for you to talk to me still, but I'm glad you do. We have the best time together, and sorry for taking you for granted. I love you more than anything, I want to go on and leave for Pikeville so I can get back sooner, back to you! It wont be as bad as we think... I'll just cry everynight..lol..and I'm gonna feel stupid when all your friends make fun of how mushy this is.... ah, who cares! You're the best. Don't ever forget that you are marrying me. I love you.
love,
Rachel