Miss you miss you
well yesterday turned out to be a VERY bad day. My plans that were supposed to be very good of course didnt happen AGAIN cuz of my mom. Shes always all up in everything I do and I mean I can't blame her .I have done so many things wrong and I lost all of her trust.. Well hopefully those plans can still happen when I'm not with my mom. Because I really want them to happen.
That wasnt the worst of my day...I realized I was losing you..I'm not goin to say who you is because I don't want things to be worse for you....I feel so selfish when I talk about this because you have so many problems that I can help you with but you don't tell me.. I have to find out from other people and from your live journal. You help me out sos mjuch and you listen to me complain about my bullshit problems and I wish I could just be there for you... I miss you and your old self.. I know people change but I can't lose you..
Well then on to my bad day... Nate's mother died this morning (nate is my moms boyfriend) So I'm trying to coomfort my mom but I don't know what to do or what to say I have never been close to someone that died....ok
I'm gunna go now try to sort things out
Thanks to Anna and Katie for helping me out a little bit
That wasnt the worst of my day...I realized I was losing you..I'm not goin to say who you is because I don't want things to be worse for you....I feel so selfish when I talk about this because you have so many problems that I can help you with but you don't tell me.. I have to find out from other people and from your live journal. You help me out sos mjuch and you listen to me complain about my bullshit problems and I wish I could just be there for you... I miss you and your old self.. I know people change but I can't lose you..
Well then on to my bad day... Nate's mother died this morning (nate is my moms boyfriend) So I'm trying to coomfort my mom but I don't know what to do or what to say I have never been close to someone that died....ok
I'm gunna go now try to sort things out
Thanks to Anna and Katie for helping me out a little bit