Aug 18, 2004 23:50
ive decided to make this into a entry
write ten phrases about the people you know, but don't address them to anyone.
this is hard cause you can kinda tell who im talking about right off the rip...
1. i was just thinking about you and you came back from being away. well.. ive known you for many, many years. you are in a weird relationship that you need to get out of. we've had a lot of interesting conversations,. that ive enjoyed. i have a slight secret crush on you. but not really. i just love you a lot . you are a great person and need to realize some things in life that no one else can tell you. and youve taught me a lot of things, intelligence and life wise.
2. oh man. ive been 'infatuated' with you for over 4 years. but ive known you since i was like 4. scarey.. VERY SCAREY! you play one of my favorite sports and i cant wait to watch you play in person. you have the greatest body ive ever seen and yeahh... you are the most amazing person ive ever met. i love you and i probably always will.
3. well.. you were the person who has been my first pretty much everything, yet.. i have no feelings for you. youre mean to me a lot.. you act like i dont exist.. except when you want things. its a werid relationship that we have. well it erally isnt a relationship. hah i love you a lot tho.
4. you use to be my best, best friend. and im not going to lie, but i miss you. you are such a beautiful, lucky girl. you are intelligent and amazingly funny. we had a lot of interesting times, aw man i want to name some but itll throw the point of this off. but w/e, i just wanna let you know i wish things went back to the norm'...
5. i fell in love with you when i was in 6th grade. haha. i met you at rollerama and you were going out wtih my friend. we ended up becomming friends after you turning me down haha. and we're best friends now. you are a great person and i love you to death. maybe some day we'll have our slumber party! haha.. and yet to think ive known you like 5 years ive never been to your house. haha.. oh well! our nights talking on the phone, watchin crank yankers and much more. i love you!!
6. me and you have had some amazingly funny times together. since 7th grade we've been friends. we are so adventuous!... smokin dope in my room with steuart downstairs, then him comming up and telling us all he hears is coughing! lol.. or how bout when u broke chris's bowl on the dumpster. ahah.. omg great times. if i named them all it would take all night and all day tomorrow. i love you, miss you.. and cant wait till we hang out again! haha.. ♥
7. ive known you a long time yet just started hanging out with u again in 9th grade. weve became really close. but yet.. not really anymore. i love you so much but obviously too much for you to notice. im always second best to you. ive been there for you so many times, yet im never ur #1. it sucks for me, and yeah im still not use to it. ur insecurity use to drive me insane, but uve grown outta it a lot which makes me proud. i wish we were the same ol friends we use to be. and maybe if we talked once in a while that would help too. love you a lot and miss you much.
8. me and u are sorta like.. friends? yet you make fun of me all the time but iknow never to take it to heart. many fun car rides and what not. lol.. youre a good person when no one else is around. and you should really worry about what other people think about you and act yourself. i know youre a great prson.. just show everyone... dont be such a tough guy
9. im now amazingly over you. youre an asshole. who lies. i hate you so much. youre a reason i dont want to start school. and i love school. i hope shit backfires on you and u feel the way i did. what you did to me was fucked up. and i wish i could tell everyone the truth. someone even asked me about it tonight and i said it wasnt true. im sick of that. like really sick of it when you hate me anyways. i need to stick up for myself and not care about what youll think. we use to be the greatest of friends. we had funny, and interesting conversations that yeah, i do miss that, and our friendship we had.. but i do not miss you. not at all. not one bit. i hope you live ur life continuously being a liar and get fucked by doing it. :o)
10. i use to be sickenly obsessed with you. like in love. pretty much 8th grade. and end of 7th? or somthing.. id ont remembre.. maybe it was 7-8th grade? oh well.. all i kno is that you were my everything. we talked everynight on the phone and yeah.. i loved when you said "byeee rachellll".. just the way you said it was so cute and i made you say it to me evrynight. i lost a good friend because of you. when i met you you were going out wtih my friend at the time but that didnt stop me from anything. haha. march 14th,2002i think the year was.. i cam to your house. it was sorta unplanned and i suprised u. well i had so much fun that day at ur house. and then... everything was lost. we wernt friends anymore after that. we werent anything. we still talk sorta.. but nothing ike we use to. you were a great expierince
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on another note
today i woke up bright and early to babysit. the girl i babysit is a brat. a princess. i ask her to pick something up and she says no. i yelled at her. good for me, right? .. yeha.. 15$/hr i better whoop some shape in her! haha.. oh jeepers.. well yeah.
i need to call for my lessons so i can get my liscence.. even tho its madd whack and limited. fuck it. i dont care, im sure my parents wioll let me drive free cause im the a pro on the road and off .. ahha on that note im out!