And now it is 2005...

Jan 01, 2005 18:05

Ahh...2005 is here. Hopefully it will be a good year.

Ended up babysitting last night until 10:30...and i got paid $40 so im not complaining. Then came home and chilled next door. Midnight brought about illegal fireworks and supervised drinking- not like it had any affect on me, my body has handled more. so then just pretty much chilled until 2 and then came home and slept.

Today I got to go shopping at Old Navy. Spent all $135 of my gift cards...holler at that. And now I am just sitting around waiting for something to do to come up.

Was thinking about this the other day, its kinda weird that it is 2005. I am going to turn 17 in 20 days...I expect gifts lol. We graduate next year-then its survival on my own. I am ready to leave home and get out on my own....my parents on the other hand might not be. Its wierd thinking about the people in your past. Like Justin and Tim...we forget about them bc they go to SC...maybe that is a good thing...

Well I am determined to make this year great. Forget about the people who only hurt you, and surround yourself with the people who love you. Oh yeah...Jackie is one cool cat(thought I would add that!!)

All for now
xoxo

~No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?~
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