Jun 06, 2005 22:46
I am really getting pissed off with basketball these days. Im really starting to think about not playing this year. I dont want to quit bc its my senior year and I have been playing since I was 5, but its not fun for me anymore and i go through the same shit night after night...and i just dont know what to do.
I think im going to make a pro-con list about me playing this year
PROS- Lettering 3 out of 4 years, being captain 2 years, having some pretty awesome teammates, continuing something that i have done for the past 12 years, getting in shape for lax
CONS- dedicating more time to LAX(Gieg would be happy), possibly getting my grades up, not being so pissed off all of the time, having my nights free
I cant really tell yet if I want to play or not. I dont want to quit my senior year, but im not really happy at the moment, and i know me and erica have always joked about quitting, but tonight really put me over the top.
thats all for now. more as this issue progresses