The Drama...

May 04, 2005 20:50


Wow...well this week's been crazy...dramatic.

Boy drama like I haven't seen in...well...11 months to be exact. Personally, I'm kinda sick of guys. All of them. Boy #1...nice, cute, fun, friends and family approve...the good guy. Boy #2...hot, cool, more of the "bad boy" type, hilarious, stupid as heck, FUN. Now...I tell both of them I'm going to make a decision...but I thought I already had my mind made up. Boy #1 was lookin good...but somethin about Boy #2...somethin makes me want to pursue that more than the #1. He's not like anything I've ever even considered dating and for some reason that makes me that much more attracted to him. I'm really really sick of the jock, nice-guy, 'hanging out at houses amuse me', guy...ya know? Idk if any of this is making sense, but I've just got myself into a big mess and I'm having serious problems getting myself out of it. I can't keep going back and forth like this because it's just not me...some people can hop from guy to guy, and I thought I could there for a while, but I can't...and there's nothing I can do about it. So I need to make a decision, but I'm so scared of making the wrong one...so I'm just putting it off as much as possible. But I've come to realize that accomplishes nothing. So...that's my boy drama...

And of course, gotta add some friend drama in there...but I'm not gettin into that here. Too personal for those involved I think...not my place to get into it. I just know..shit happened...not so good shit...and more bad things came from it...mm...THE END!

School's pissing me off so bad. Why are teachers not teaching anymore? Last time I checked...they get paid for these last 3 weeks just like they've been paid for the rest of the year. That means...they're still required to teach. It seems like they're all just stopping. They give us homework with about 10 minutes of teaching (if that) and get really pissed off if we have questions and don't understand...
"IT'S SO EASY! WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!?!"
Yeah! I hope it's easy for you, you've been doing it for a good 10+ years. But see...we're just now starting it...we haven't been through college classes learning it...YOU MUST TEACH get over it. Idk...it's drivin me nuts tho. They've stopped doin their job but still expect us to do ours? Not workin...definitly not.

So that's my life right now...nothin really important goin on right now...just waiting for summer, hoping everything gets better then.

UPPERCLASSMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Weeks guys, 2 WEEKS! We've got this...

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