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[rachel17044]

you want to hear one thing i cant stand? when "friends" talk smack about you behind your back! i hate that...its real shady and just doesnt fly with me...if somebody has a problem with me or something i am doing they need to bring their sorry behind up to me and be strait up with me...dont hide behind anything! i can take it! you might hear some

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[broken_toaster]

this doesn't really have anything to do with your entry...but um, why are you being so mean to shawna? =[

[rachel17044]

how was i mean to her when i didnt even talk to her? i am here at lbc, where swearing is not alloud, and i dont want to swear, and i knew that if i would have talked to her last night i would have sworn at her, something i dont want to do. honestly, i dont know what to do...i am so sick of everything and shawna and all of this drama she is bringing into my life right now is not helping me at all! i dont want to hurt her or you or any of my other friends from back home for that matter...so tell me what i am suppose to. i dont have time to sit on the phone for hours talking about nonsense the way she wants me to do...i cant even do that with justin right now...you know, the man i am in love with! so how am i suppose to do everything everybody is asking me to do?

[broken_toaster]

TALKING ABOUT NONSENSE...ARE YOU KIDDING ME, i just sat and talked to Shawna for a little over 3 hours about how much she cares about you, you can speak your mind/communicate with the people from home without swearing. Being concerned about your well being was not meant by any means to bring drama to your life, there is no reason to sit and talk on the phone for hours...just listen to what the people/your friends have to say, they love you. You aren't supposed to do everything that other people want you to do, you are supposed to at least take our thoughts into consideration...what's the point of having friends if you don't care about what they have to say. It is not meant to hurt your feelings or make you mad, what it is meant to do is to show you our concern.

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[emiliooo37]

That last comment was from me, Emily Stewart....i forgot to type in my user name

[broken_toaster]

i think that it could be considered mean that you had your friend call her and humiliate her...i think it's sort of mean that you flipped out about how you think people are not saying stuph to your face while you yourself are refusing to talk to her...i just don't really understand what motivated all this.

you can try and tell me it's not my business...but i'm pretty sure that if she's cries to me about this almost daily, it becomes my business.

aside from that, emily pretty much said everything i was thinking.

and i agree with shawna as well, i was just thinking about it the other day actually...balls isn't funny anymore. meh...