Nov 22, 2005 10:10
I would like to be in movies so I could dress up in cool costumes/outfits and I could use fake accents.
I'm in the process of making a new livejournal. I'm grounded from my computer though, so this process is taking quite a while. I have the journal made I just need to fix my layout and that takes me a while. (Even longer when I'm grounded)... BUT! I only have one week left from today. Next tuesday i'm free! yippee.
So an update on what's been going on in my oh-so-exciting life:
1. Relations with my dad have only declined further.
2. I can't get a cat, eventhough I have kept with the deal I made with my father and I have kept my room clean for a month. My dad backed out of the deal. I was quite sad at first.. yes, quite... but it's probably for the best. My dad would probably end up killing the poor kitten or something... so instead:
3. I'm getting my belly-button pierced. I dont even want it all THAT bad.. I mean, i guess it'll be okay. But i probably wont have it for too long. I'd much rather have a tatoo... or a cat.
4. I've been working ALOT lately. Sucks. But I've got money? so, yeah.
5. I've gotten in another one of my "moods" (quote-unquote) I can't help being so negative. Towards life. Actually, it's not even life itself that i'm negative towards, it's PRESENT life. I'm totatlly positive about the future. It's gonna rock. But presently.. life sucks. Mr.Wallace told me he worried about me today. The other day he told me Jesus could help...... Uh....
6. We're reading 'All the King's Men' in English. I really like it. I didn't think I would. It's all about politics and such... But I love the way Robert Penn Warren writes. Read the excerpt at the end of this entry if you care at all or have any passion what-so-ever for literature.
I get to leave after 5th period today. Hopefully coach will let us out earlier than usual. That rocks. Then I'm going to return the things I already bought for the kitten which I never even got to hold. (cry, pout, tear)... And then I'm going shopping. Yeah.. I need new work clothes. Warm, winter clothes. I'm always cold at work.
I really should study for my history test now. Farewell to all.
"The old man, or the woman, as the case may be, hasn't got anything to say to the child. All he wants is to have that child sit in a chair for a couple of hours and then go off to bed under the same roof. It's not love. I am not saying as there is no such thing as love. I am merely pointing out to something which sometimes goes by the name of love. It may well be that without this thing which i am talking about there would not be any love. But this thing in itself is not love. It is something in the blood. It is a kind of blood greed, and it is the fate of man. It is the thing which man has which distinguishes him from the happy brute creation. When you get born you father and mother lost something out of themselves, and they are going to bust a hame trying to get it back but they will get as big a chunk out of you as they can. And the good old family reunion, with picnic dinner under the maples, is very much like diving into the octopus tank at the aquarium."