I just might need to start writing again....
I'm beginning to feel like everyone is just going to let me down. The people I have the highest expectations of always let me down the most and I guess that makes sense, but for once I would like to have a really really good friend....you know the kind you can call no matter what, who you know is going to call you back and defiantly in at least a similar situation in life. The school year has just started and I can tell that it isn't going to go how I wanted it to and I guess that's fine, but for once I would really like it to. I guess I should just know that your residents will never keep in touch like they promise. It happens every year and I get upset every year. I guess its good that I'm out of the resident business now because now they can't upset me.
In other news...Mathew is getting ready to go to Iraq and I'm scared. Its just not rational. I know he is going to be fine...right? I mean God wouldn't do that to us he just couldn't.
I'm still single and getting sick of everyone inquiring about my love life...its dull so just stop asking PLEASE! Its weird that 2 out of my 3 siblings are married. I mean I figured I would be married before Mathew. Its just weird that half of us are married and I'm not in that half. I'm starting to come to terms with it though....maybe I'm just not meant to be married. I'm not going to lie and say that its 100% ok with me, but there has to be a plan in all of this somewhere. I'm just not sure how I could want something so much that isn't going to happen you know. It just seems like if its not in the cards then God wouldn't let me want it.
Classes are going to be hard this semester, but I'm excited. I am HORRID at Italian. Hopefully it will get better in a few weeks. My art history classes, yes I did say classes as in plural are going to be awesome I can't wait to start actually learning in them and well English is English.
I have to get up in 7 hours...I should really go to bed.
In other news...Mathew is getting ready to go to Iraq and I'm scared. Its just not rational. I know he is going to be fine...right? I mean God wouldn't do that to us he just couldn't.
I'm still single and getting sick of everyone inquiring about my love life...its dull so just stop asking PLEASE! Its weird that 2 out of my 3 siblings are married. I mean I figured I would be married before Mathew. Its just weird that half of us are married and I'm not in that half. I'm starting to come to terms with it though....maybe I'm just not meant to be married. I'm not going to lie and say that its 100% ok with me, but there has to be a plan in all of this somewhere. I'm just not sure how I could want something so much that isn't going to happen you know. It just seems like if its not in the cards then God wouldn't let me want it.
Classes are going to be hard this semester, but I'm excited. I am HORRID at Italian. Hopefully it will get better in a few weeks. My art history classes, yes I did say classes as in plural are going to be awesome I can't wait to start actually learning in them and well English is English.
I have to get up in 7 hours...I should really go to bed.