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You know its strange the times that I tend to get loneliest. Its mostly late at night...like right now. Its almost bedtime and yet I feel alone. I guess it comes from living in the dorms too long when there is always someone there. I would always talk to someone right before bed or have to get out of bed and yell at someone or console someone upset. Right now I'm just alone. I feel so alone. There is no one to talk to. Maybe not coming back as an RA was a bad idea. I mean it seems like everything good that I had going for me about next year has fallen through. There is nothing quite like a shattered dream.