wow its been almost a year
Well its been almost a year since I used livejournal. I know that none of my friends read this anymore so I can write whatever I want. I'm currently sitting at work bored out of my skull just waiting for 3am to roll around so that I can go to sleep. I'm tired and life is stressful at the moment. I look back on my last set of entries and think about how life is the same and different. I'm still single and a tad lonely at times, but I'm not depressed about it anymore. I'm compeletely fine with the fact that I'm single. I don't even really care that Jason and I aren't together. I don't want to have a long distance relationship ever again. I feel that I'm in a much better place within myself than I was a year ago. My goal is not to have my self worth have anything to do with anyone else ever again. Its weird I kinda sorta like someone else and I never thought that would happen ever again. I looked back on the comment made from my entries and the very last sentence means the world to me...it says...I love you. Its from Megan and we just keep playing telephone tag and I'm getting nervous because her wedding is almost here. I haven't heard from her in over a week. It normally takes 2 to get a hold of her. I wonder whatever happened to my first serious boyfriend...Brian. I haven't heard from or about him in over a year. Well this is all for now. I would like to say my world is pretty good...so much better than it was last time I wrote here.