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So I'm laying here in bed thinking to myself. Everyone keeps telling me how great everything is going to be once I fall in love again...but I don't want that. I don't want to fall in love again cause I'm scared. I fell in love and I loved with my whole heart and soul and it didn't work. What if I fall in love again and the next guy leaves me. Going through this pain once is enough for me. So would it be better to fall in love again and have my soul shatter or would it be better to just never love again? I felt the best that I've ever felt while in love, but I've also felt the worst. Are the amazing feelings enough to balance out all the bad? Is it worth it to try again?