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Well...I have been so productive today I am so proud of myself!! I got a lot accomplished!! Tomorrow is going to be another long day though bc I have lots of studying to do for my chemistry exam that I have on Thursday!! I am so ready for this semester to be over with!!
I am really homesick again lately...all I want to do is go home!! I am at the point where if I could I would move home and finish out school there and work and such...Its just that I have already put so much into it here and only have a couple years left...I really dont want to start all over again...and then I know if I did move back home and do the school thing there that I would probably just turn back around and say how much I miss being away at school!! I think its just the stress and being homesick that is taking over and yeah I dont know!! Just ready for the semester to be done and over with...just wish I could go home for a month like freshman year but no I have to stay here and work because obviously I do not have a job at home and my job is here!! I need to work to make some money for the bills and Acapulco!! I am so ready for that trip!! I applied for a second job yesterday...well I send in my resume anyways...Its for a job working the front desk of a CPA Firm...hopefully I get a call soon and get an interview or something...its just a part time job and I can work Inn Sports around it I am sure seeing as though Inn sports has night and weekend hours...I really need the second job because I am not getting enough hours in at Inn Sports...I need money BAD!! I have a lot that I want to do but money really limits that!!
Well...enough of that!! Besides stress and being homesick I guess life is ok...the weather sucks...cold and rainy!! I hate taht!! Maybe the weather has something to do with how I feel too...who knows!!
Oh, went to Western for Central/Western weekend this past weekend!! Had a good time with my western girls...I have missed them so mcuh...cant wait til you girls come here for a nice girls weekend over christmas break...it will be lots of fun...cant wait!! Saturday we did the whole tailgating thing where the stupid cops TEAR GASSED!!! Freaking dumbest cops I have ever seen...Western really sucks for tailgating...no offense girlies!! So yeah, the place we were tailgating at made the front page of the CMU news paper...pretty funny!! Oh and they really do not value their alcohol there either bc the crowd would crack open a can of beer and then they would all throw it into the middle of the crowd!! Someone (from CMU) had to go to the hospital and get staples in their forehead bc of the huge cut he had in his forhead!! No common sense these western folk!! So then after tailgating we came back to Charisses place and just relaxed and watched a movie...then we went out to dinner at hooters after we finally all got our lazy asses up and got ready, then Jessie and I met up with Adam and his friend at the Firehouse bar where we were having a great time!! I guess I shouldnt have drank liquor bc lately when I do I get these aweful mood swings and start crying and just going off on people even if they didnt do or say anything!! Im really sorry Jessie...I love you!! Thanks for forgiving me once we got back to Charisses house that night and would actually semi talk to you about it!! Things are just really hard right now...thanks for understanding!! So yeah...no more liquor for me for awhile!! Stickin to the beer!! Sunday we all got up after a dramatic night and went to IHOP...worse experience at an IHOP EVER!!!! O well...after that Me, Jessie and Adam hit the road and heading back to good ol Mt. P!! Stopped for gas on the way home and only paid $2.09/gallon which was a major bonus...highlight of my day!! That and all the waaaaaaaay old school music we listened to in the car on the way home!! I knew Adam loved NSync deep down...haha!! I have the picture to prove it!! Lots of memories from this weekend...some good some not so good...but hell it happens...wish I would have taken more pictures though...o well!!
Now that this has turned into a freaking novel...I am going to bed!! Sorry if you actually read all this!! haha...goodnight and sweetest of dreams...love you all!!
I am really homesick again lately...all I want to do is go home!! I am at the point where if I could I would move home and finish out school there and work and such...Its just that I have already put so much into it here and only have a couple years left...I really dont want to start all over again...and then I know if I did move back home and do the school thing there that I would probably just turn back around and say how much I miss being away at school!! I think its just the stress and being homesick that is taking over and yeah I dont know!! Just ready for the semester to be done and over with...just wish I could go home for a month like freshman year but no I have to stay here and work because obviously I do not have a job at home and my job is here!! I need to work to make some money for the bills and Acapulco!! I am so ready for that trip!! I applied for a second job yesterday...well I send in my resume anyways...Its for a job working the front desk of a CPA Firm...hopefully I get a call soon and get an interview or something...its just a part time job and I can work Inn Sports around it I am sure seeing as though Inn sports has night and weekend hours...I really need the second job because I am not getting enough hours in at Inn Sports...I need money BAD!! I have a lot that I want to do but money really limits that!!
Well...enough of that!! Besides stress and being homesick I guess life is ok...the weather sucks...cold and rainy!! I hate taht!! Maybe the weather has something to do with how I feel too...who knows!!
Oh, went to Western for Central/Western weekend this past weekend!! Had a good time with my western girls...I have missed them so mcuh...cant wait til you girls come here for a nice girls weekend over christmas break...it will be lots of fun...cant wait!! Saturday we did the whole tailgating thing where the stupid cops TEAR GASSED!!! Freaking dumbest cops I have ever seen...Western really sucks for tailgating...no offense girlies!! So yeah, the place we were tailgating at made the front page of the CMU news paper...pretty funny!! Oh and they really do not value their alcohol there either bc the crowd would crack open a can of beer and then they would all throw it into the middle of the crowd!! Someone (from CMU) had to go to the hospital and get staples in their forehead bc of the huge cut he had in his forhead!! No common sense these western folk!! So then after tailgating we came back to Charisses place and just relaxed and watched a movie...then we went out to dinner at hooters after we finally all got our lazy asses up and got ready, then Jessie and I met up with Adam and his friend at the Firehouse bar where we were having a great time!! I guess I shouldnt have drank liquor bc lately when I do I get these aweful mood swings and start crying and just going off on people even if they didnt do or say anything!! Im really sorry Jessie...I love you!! Thanks for forgiving me once we got back to Charisses house that night and would actually semi talk to you about it!! Things are just really hard right now...thanks for understanding!! So yeah...no more liquor for me for awhile!! Stickin to the beer!! Sunday we all got up after a dramatic night and went to IHOP...worse experience at an IHOP EVER!!!! O well...after that Me, Jessie and Adam hit the road and heading back to good ol Mt. P!! Stopped for gas on the way home and only paid $2.09/gallon which was a major bonus...highlight of my day!! That and all the waaaaaaaay old school music we listened to in the car on the way home!! I knew Adam loved NSync deep down...haha!! I have the picture to prove it!! Lots of memories from this weekend...some good some not so good...but hell it happens...wish I would have taken more pictures though...o well!!
Now that this has turned into a freaking novel...I am going to bed!! Sorry if you actually read all this!! haha...goodnight and sweetest of dreams...love you all!!