Life sucks!!

[rachcmu02]

Well...dont really know what to say!! STRESSED OUT LIKE WHOA!! I am ready for this semester to be over with already...the papers and exams are never ending!! I cant take it anymore...I dont ahve the motivation to do anything the past couple weeks!! Im just ready for a break from school...one month 2 weeks left til the end of the semester!! Then hopefully I can get lots of hours at work bc I need the money BAD!! with all these trips I have taken home lately I have been spending way too much money...they were worth it though...all except for last weekend...thats when everything went sour!! I just wish that I could prove that that person he saw was not me and that I really am the person he knew before friday night!! I care about him a lot and never wanted him to feel the way that he did...it all started by something so stupid that happened so long ago and from there it escalated...i know i could have handeled it differently and dont know why I handled it the wy that I did...I was wrong and wish I could go back and relive that night...there is so much I would do differently, so much I would and wouldnt say...i know we were both happy but then all of this ruined it...I just wish that there was something to do to make it right...I want things to be fine again!! I just wish he would actually talk to me so we can try to work through it!!

Well anyways...I am going to get back to the mass amounts of homework I have and to watching the rest of the Pistons game baby!! We are kicking ass lets hope it stays that way...so happy my Stones are back in action:) Gives me something to do with the little spare time I do have!! Oh, I started my workout today...it went well...now I just have to stick with is so that I feel somewhat comfortable with myself for Acapulco...only have a few months:)