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Apr 12, 2007 00:46


I should be asleep. I don't want to be. It's almost one.

I like cheese. Only sometimes, though. On sandwiches, melted. Why do all ramblings involve cheese?

That Spanish movie was pretty good. I guess. Not something I'd watch again.

It's good to have friends care. I'm really lucky for them. McLeod needed to listen to Kat. Our relationship hasn't been the same. He won't talk to me. Then again, we haven't really talked since Abby dumped him.

Crashing when I got home. Heard yelling and screaming when I woke up. Hid my head under a pillow and finally snuck downstairs when I could. Needed to call someone. First thought was Riley. Then realized I wasn't sure if I could. But Micky'd probably be doing work and Paige never picks up her phone. True, those were both mainly excuses to I could call Riley, but I didn't really want to talk to them about this anyway. Considered calling Aaron, but don't think I can do that yet.

"Hello?" "Hey, it's me." "Oh, hey, what's up?" "I'm sorry, this is random, but I need someone to talk to me until I calm down. I didn't really know who else to call." "No, yeah, that's fine."

And so we talked. About nothing. We had nothing to say, not today during A and not tonight. So we talked about classes a bit. School in general. Safe topics until I heard footsteps upstairs and I had stopped shaking.

It's one. The dog is whining. If he wakes up my dad, he'll get mad that I'm not asleep.

Drama tomorrow.

It just got really cold.

Can I take a sick day? No, physics test. Physics, with McLeod, who doesn't measure the people in a room when he walks in?

Ugh, physics is hard. I have to memorize my lines for my presentation with Micky.

I'm getting tired. And colder.
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