Erased

[rachazhure]

Are you kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me? I finally said EVERYTHING I needed to say. How I'm going crazy, and am so upset, and can't even go to sleep for fear or dreaming again, and I was about to post this and be done with it. Be done with it all.

And it erased.

I haven't felt like this in months.

Comments

[low_drizzle]

I hate it when that happens to me. Like, you spend forty-five minutes composing a perfect whatever and then...bam. It's gone. Makes me want to hit my computer.

[spangletigress]

Oh, I'm sorry. That happened to me once and I was so upset that I decided from then on to prevent it: whenever I have a long post to write, I draft it in a word doc and copy/paste so as to spend as little time as possible in the lj posting site, which gives it much less of an opportunity to erase all of my words!

I am home all day -- all weekend -- so if you don't want to retype but need an audience, you can call me. I am always here for you, Rayshahelle.