Period A Bleh and Valentine's Dance
I wasn't feeling well (emotionally and physically) during A today, so I sat in the hall, closed my eyes, and listened to a mix of Jump, Little Children and Brown Derbies. He was at a desk halfway down the hall doing homework, and when I opened my eyes He was sitting right by my legs, watching me. He said I was looking sad, and asked if anything was wrong. I said I was having family problems and was stressed out, and He asked if He could help. I said no, and He said, "I really want to help. You just look so sad." I told Him I was fine, and He said He believed me in a way that obviously meant He didn't but wouldn't pry, and He sat across from me and we talked about college until McLeod and Kat joined us.
Kat gave me her jacket (it was so cold downstairs), and -- since they know me so well -- but she and McLeod knew something was wrong. So McLeod sat by me and put his arm around me, letting me put my head on his shoulder and rubbing my arms to warm them. They talked with Him, not making me say anything more, until He and Kat had to get to class. McLeod stayed there until everyone left and made sure I was ok, promising to get a muffin with me before practice. He let me tell him why I wasn't felling well, and kissed the top of my head when I explained why I was upset. This afternoon, I was better, but he was worse, so I delayed returning to practice and sat with him until Abby made me show our director the clothes we had been trying on.
Just got my parents to agree to let me go to Kat's after the dance on Saturday, even though her parents won't be there, but Logan and McLeod will. Still not sure why I'm going to the dance. I don't even have a date (and it's a Valentine's Dance). He's going with Katherine (not Kat, who is in fact Kathryn), which she kind of cornered herself into, but it's not anything serious. McLeod's still going to Laura, but just as friends now. Maybe I'll talk to Parker about it. No, that'd be weird.
Peanut butter and chocolate.
I should sleep. Soon. Later. Friend quotes today. They're odd...
"Hit me baby one more time!" (us backstage during practice)
"She never appreciated me!" "He forgot we were dating!" (Matt and Me) (we've never dated, just got bored after practice one day and decided we needed a history)
"I feel loved." "You should." (Me and McLeod)
"Stop being optimistic. We open in a week!" (Taylor)
"You look so sad. I want to be able to help." "I'm fine." "I believe you." (Riley and Me)
"Wick-ed!" "Hmm. When you said that, my first thought was a class about candles...." (McLeod and Me)
Love and Hope
Kat gave me her jacket (it was so cold downstairs), and -- since they know me so well -- but she and McLeod knew something was wrong. So McLeod sat by me and put his arm around me, letting me put my head on his shoulder and rubbing my arms to warm them. They talked with Him, not making me say anything more, until He and Kat had to get to class. McLeod stayed there until everyone left and made sure I was ok, promising to get a muffin with me before practice. He let me tell him why I wasn't felling well, and kissed the top of my head when I explained why I was upset. This afternoon, I was better, but he was worse, so I delayed returning to practice and sat with him until Abby made me show our director the clothes we had been trying on.
Just got my parents to agree to let me go to Kat's after the dance on Saturday, even though her parents won't be there, but Logan and McLeod will. Still not sure why I'm going to the dance. I don't even have a date (and it's a Valentine's Dance). He's going with Katherine (not Kat, who is in fact Kathryn), which she kind of cornered herself into, but it's not anything serious. McLeod's still going to Laura, but just as friends now. Maybe I'll talk to Parker about it. No, that'd be weird.
Peanut butter and chocolate.
I should sleep. Soon. Later. Friend quotes today. They're odd...
"Hit me baby one more time!" (us backstage during practice)
"She never appreciated me!" "He forgot we were dating!" (Matt and Me) (we've never dated, just got bored after practice one day and decided we needed a history)
"I feel loved." "You should." (Me and McLeod)
"Stop being optimistic. We open in a week!" (Taylor)
"You look so sad. I want to be able to help." "I'm fine." "I believe you." (Riley and Me)
"Wick-ed!" "Hmm. When you said that, my first thought was a class about candles...." (McLeod and Me)
Love and Hope