giving up
I can't really take the disappointment anymore. I've been trying so hard to be optimistic about things but it seems to get me nowhere.Idk at this point i have just decided to give up. No more fighting or anything. Just a bunch of nothingness. I wanted things to work out but the past still dwells on me and the future seems so unpromising. Time cannot heal what was done. I wish you wouldn't have done that to my trust otherwise I'd be a bit more optimistic. I wish u'd do the few things I ask but even if u say u will i don't think I'll beleive u one bit. I don't know how to trust u anymore or anyone for that matter. I always thought I was a good person but now it's difficult for me to keep that mentality. When u really sit and think about it, you are honestly the only person who thought I was THAT bad. I am me... take it or leave it but dont FUCK WITH IT. I'd rather be alone than unhappy.