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[rachaels71589]

heyyyy! haha um ya! so last night i hung out wityh sum wicked cool kids and it was veeeeerry fun cuz i hadnt hung out with most of them b4! lets see there was colin, sabrina dan aj and adam! woo hoo! it was fun! and on the way home we stopped at mcdonalds nad it was so good cuz we were all wikced hungry haha mmmm. i had this big audtion today! we'll see on modany how i did i guess! right now im listening to livin on a prayer and im osbessed and have listened to it like at least 20 times today! i made myself go for a run today its pathetic! i cant run at all haha whatev but im getting really fat so i need 2! like serisouly this time.. i am getting fat haha. me and ilndsey r joining family fitness so you should too so we could all work out together woo hoo! so ya tonite im goin to the movies with a buncha ppl and yeah.. we're seein harry potter cuz we're wicked awesome like that! mayb c ya thurr! and um... i dk y im starting to like lj again its weird haha. omg today i curled my hair and i look like sherly temple only not really just my hair is curly like hers and i really like it but it took me like a freakin hr so id have to wake up at yup 5 to do it 4 school so thats not happenin! mayb ill get a perm should i? eh! w/e um ya im gonna go 4 another run on the tred mill ttyl
<3love you!
but one last thing... has anyone ever felt like they love somone but like the only reason they love them is because you know you cant have them and like you want them because you want what you cant hvae? and like even tho theyre wicekd mean to you.. it makes u like them more? like i dk y but the meaner they r the more i wanna b friends with him and its so weird and annoying of me but i cant help it. i miss him like woah hmm..