Sooooo Emotionally Drowned
So, I'm not going to say today was a bad day. Because it wasn't, God's will is done, and thats a good day. So Brice and I broke up today. I think it was pretty mutual. He is such a great man, Godly, a servant, funny, and just great, but I guess God has a better plan for us both. It was a great year and 8 months. I don't regret it a bit. Thanks Brice. So, just keep him in your prayers, I know I will.
Also pray for decisions, going through (really) this whole week/semester, I'm undecided on where I should be. I feel so deserted from the rest of the world out here. I know God has a reason for me to be out here, but should I stay. I've always thought UNT would be a good school (ask around, I thought about it before) well it's closer to home, in a land where I am familiar, and they are known for thier education program. Just keep this in your prayers, who knows maybe now I will look at Lubbock in a whole new light, and fall in love with it. But if I don't, is it worth it to stay out here.
Is that horrible? Do you think subtly I chose Tech because of Brice, I didn't think I did when I did, Tech made since, since I wanted to be certified to teach in Texas. Man, did I really follow a guy, you know what, no matter what I did/didn't do. I don't regret it. I have learned alot through Brice and being in Lubbock. Who knows maybe I will finish out my college years here, maybe I will transfer. I know my family and friends will support me no matter where I go, or what I do. (as long as it follows God's PERFECT and PLEASING will) So this will just have to be something that I devote to prayer, earnestly. I hope that you all drop a line or two with God about it too, much appreciated Thanks. By the way I love praying for others, if anyone has anything on their mind, let me know.
SO now that I've poured out my mixed emotions, and whimsical ideas about. I expect I'll be under interrigation, just be prepared for this answer.,,,, "Only God knows"......aint that the truth!
God Bless
"O Lord be gracious to us; we long for You. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in times of distress." Isaiah 33:2
Also pray for decisions, going through (really) this whole week/semester, I'm undecided on where I should be. I feel so deserted from the rest of the world out here. I know God has a reason for me to be out here, but should I stay. I've always thought UNT would be a good school (ask around, I thought about it before) well it's closer to home, in a land where I am familiar, and they are known for thier education program. Just keep this in your prayers, who knows maybe now I will look at Lubbock in a whole new light, and fall in love with it. But if I don't, is it worth it to stay out here.
Is that horrible? Do you think subtly I chose Tech because of Brice, I didn't think I did when I did, Tech made since, since I wanted to be certified to teach in Texas. Man, did I really follow a guy, you know what, no matter what I did/didn't do. I don't regret it. I have learned alot through Brice and being in Lubbock. Who knows maybe I will finish out my college years here, maybe I will transfer. I know my family and friends will support me no matter where I go, or what I do. (as long as it follows God's PERFECT and PLEASING will) So this will just have to be something that I devote to prayer, earnestly. I hope that you all drop a line or two with God about it too, much appreciated Thanks. By the way I love praying for others, if anyone has anything on their mind, let me know.
SO now that I've poured out my mixed emotions, and whimsical ideas about. I expect I'll be under interrigation, just be prepared for this answer.,,,, "Only God knows"......aint that the truth!
God Bless
"O Lord be gracious to us; we long for You. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in times of distress." Isaiah 33:2