Oct 04, 2004 19:27
I only have two must-do homework assignments for tomorrow. Too bad one of them requires reading 75 pages about genocide in china and writing a summary/response.
I have to write about the worst thing that has ever happened to me for English. I can't think of anything becuase really, truly, painfully horrible things haven't happened in my life. There have been times when i was stressed about school or depressed about ballet, but those hardly count as horrible horrible. I have good friends. and a relatively functional family. and no one has died, or been really sick. were not poor. i've never been truly let down. i've never been clinically depressed or had an eating disorder. ah! why should a lack of bad things be a problem?
Speaking of ballet, i've been really manic about it lately. Within one class i'll go from being pissed off and lazy to being enthusiastic and happy its weird.
also, i don't like it when my emotions are semi-dependent on somebody else. i need to fix that.