Mar 15, 2005 22:32
Today, Ms. Mitchell let us go at 5:30 because she had to rehearse with the 7i's. we were all still standing around with confused looks on our faces because we didn't really understanding what was happening. she had to explain that we could GO HOME about three times before we finally got it and left.
anyway, getting out early was nice. mom and i ate take-out Lam's, which was semi-disappointing because we couldn't find the rice (it was in the bag all along). homework tonight was ok, finally! i am almost done with my italian paper, i did my psych reading/Q's and i finished by east asia id's. i also watched an hour of crappy tv!
my thoughts have been really incoherent lately. deb, do you remember how we were talking about what our thoughts were like when we swam? i realized that that's actually how i think all the time now. i used to think logically about things in my head. i would have immaginary conversations or make plans or analyze things that were happening. lately, everything in my head has just been a blur. it's not that i can't focus when im having a conversation or reading or doing work. i cant focus when i'm with myself. this disturbs me because i think i am losing out on a lot by not thinking productively when i am alone. it's like im wasting my time.