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the chair at my desk is extremely uncomfortable. i'm not sure if it has always been this way or if years of intense sitting have done the chair in. either way, my butt hurts.
i had a really intense urge to cuddle today. i tried to satisfy myself with becca but she was sick and dirty and we weren't in a good cuddling location anyway. i really want to get into a warm and cozy bed and have someone lie on top of me. really really close beside me would be ok too, i suppose. maybe i'll put that on my to-do list for the weekend.
i think march is madness. i do appreciate the extra hours of daylight, but the snow and cold and gray are making me crazy. i almost cried while walking to school today because the wind was so bitter and i couldn't feel my face. also, i am so sick of school and school work and being tired all the time. its pretty pathetic that i'm feeling this way because we barely had school today and we just had a snow day last week. i guess my constant need for vacation is actually a constant need for graduation. it's not that i'm DYING to leave North, i'm just oh so tired.
i remember last year i cheated my way out of the last week of winter by going down to DC during april break. We literally drove into spring- things got increasingly green as we drove south. DC was in full bloom. Then by the time we were back up north, things were starting to grow here. I think spring is my very favorite time of year. everything warm and green and living makes me so happy. i miss being outside.
i've been thinking about lindsay lately. i've been meaning to write her a letter forever but never have. short term friendships weird me out. so does prom.
catch 22 is a truly brilliant book. i must reread it this summer.
i had a really intense urge to cuddle today. i tried to satisfy myself with becca but she was sick and dirty and we weren't in a good cuddling location anyway. i really want to get into a warm and cozy bed and have someone lie on top of me. really really close beside me would be ok too, i suppose. maybe i'll put that on my to-do list for the weekend.
i think march is madness. i do appreciate the extra hours of daylight, but the snow and cold and gray are making me crazy. i almost cried while walking to school today because the wind was so bitter and i couldn't feel my face. also, i am so sick of school and school work and being tired all the time. its pretty pathetic that i'm feeling this way because we barely had school today and we just had a snow day last week. i guess my constant need for vacation is actually a constant need for graduation. it's not that i'm DYING to leave North, i'm just oh so tired.
i remember last year i cheated my way out of the last week of winter by going down to DC during april break. We literally drove into spring- things got increasingly green as we drove south. DC was in full bloom. Then by the time we were back up north, things were starting to grow here. I think spring is my very favorite time of year. everything warm and green and living makes me so happy. i miss being outside.
i've been thinking about lindsay lately. i've been meaning to write her a letter forever but never have. short term friendships weird me out. so does prom.
catch 22 is a truly brilliant book. i must reread it this summer.