Confusion is a way of life...
I'm not sure what's going on in my head right now. I'm really confused. So many things floating around in my brain. Memories, emotions. I replay conversations in my head. I visualize things that have happened. I wonder, in every single situation, what did I do wrong? I know it has to be my fault. I think about things I should have done differently.
I know this is not healthy. To think everything that went wrong is because of something I did. But I can't help but think that way. I can't do anything to change what has already happened, but I wish I could.
I guess I'll just have to look foward, but just when I thought I was, things got screwed up again, and I took one step foward, three steps back.
I know this is not healthy. To think everything that went wrong is because of something I did. But I can't help but think that way. I can't do anything to change what has already happened, but I wish I could.
I guess I'll just have to look foward, but just when I thought I was, things got screwed up again, and I took one step foward, three steps back.