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sometimes, i get intense needs for things i know i should not have. like right now. i have not in sooo long, and i know that it would be best if i didn't and that i would get alot of crap from people if i did, but my head really feels funny and i know it will help. I think that is the worst part. the knowing, but not being able to do anything about it. why do things that are so bad help?? life makes no sense sometimes. and by sometimes, i mean most of the time.
so never take child development and students with special needs at the same time. not only will you have one professor telling you that your ovaries are aging and you need to go have children now before they crap out on you (35 is old for ovaries, btw.. i know you care) you will also have another professor telling you about syndroms and disorders and how your children will most likely have something. okay, maybe not in so many words, but that is the relative feel, that these things are actually decently common and your children have a good chance of not being "normal", never walking, or seeing, or hearing, or learning properly. it's scary.
Maybe i'll just wait until i'm 35 and then my ovaries will be shot and then i won't have kids. although apparently day care has no bad effects on kids as long as they are in a good one.
i think i'm just majorly stressed out about life, and everything and anything.
and i still can't see. i really need to get that fixed. but alas, i have no time, which is stressing, which makes my eyes worse, which makes me stressed, which makes my eyes worse.... you get the point.
i also have 3 tests and a paper next week, plus another paper the next week. and i'm trying to do my preprac and spin on top of that. and i wish in knew jill before, because i totally would have taken her with me. it's funny how you get people in your lives who make you smile all of a sudden. i think i need that...
ok. i really need to get back to that homework and studying... blah.
so never take child development and students with special needs at the same time. not only will you have one professor telling you that your ovaries are aging and you need to go have children now before they crap out on you (35 is old for ovaries, btw.. i know you care) you will also have another professor telling you about syndroms and disorders and how your children will most likely have something. okay, maybe not in so many words, but that is the relative feel, that these things are actually decently common and your children have a good chance of not being "normal", never walking, or seeing, or hearing, or learning properly. it's scary.
Maybe i'll just wait until i'm 35 and then my ovaries will be shot and then i won't have kids. although apparently day care has no bad effects on kids as long as they are in a good one.
i think i'm just majorly stressed out about life, and everything and anything.
and i still can't see. i really need to get that fixed. but alas, i have no time, which is stressing, which makes my eyes worse, which makes me stressed, which makes my eyes worse.... you get the point.
i also have 3 tests and a paper next week, plus another paper the next week. and i'm trying to do my preprac and spin on top of that. and i wish in knew jill before, because i totally would have taken her with me. it's funny how you get people in your lives who make you smile all of a sudden. i think i need that...
ok. i really need to get back to that homework and studying... blah.