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i hate myself right now. i don't want to do anything. i have schoolwork up to my ears. and i am doing nothing. for i do not give a shit. and all i want to do is sleep for the next 5 years, wake up and be done with college and have a job. but alas, i cannot even sleep through a night. and i don't want to learn about sleep in psychology and how much more i need and that insomnia is a problem.
this weekend was amazing. but that was then and i'm not there and it is no where near the same. and i think that is why i'm upset. also because i cried. and you made me cry, and you aren't soposed to. but compared to right now, that was amazing. even if i knew what i felt and you thought i was an idiot.
i'm also upset that being upset for no reason isn't allowed. i'm sorry "makes no sence."
yes, i know that. in your world where you are happy, it doesn't make sense. i don't always belong to your world.
like right now.
this weekend was amazing. but that was then and i'm not there and it is no where near the same. and i think that is why i'm upset. also because i cried. and you made me cry, and you aren't soposed to. but compared to right now, that was amazing. even if i knew what i felt and you thought i was an idiot.
i'm also upset that being upset for no reason isn't allowed. i'm sorry "makes no sence."
yes, i know that. in your world where you are happy, it doesn't make sense. i don't always belong to your world.
like right now.