Mar 23, 2006 13:40
It shouldn't be though. I have a job, a car and a great boyfriend and friends yet I feel so blah. Especially these past few days. Today I woke up thinking it would be a good day, I drove to the bus stop, had good fun on the bus with friends. I'm going shopping tonight. I get to college and my one lesson isn't even on so I text and ring James thinking maybe this is an opportunity to spend some time alone together but can I get hold of him? no. He'll be at Joeys again even though he's been there since Monday, without his phone. I have no way of contacting him... I can't ring Claire in case shes at work. Same with Joey so god knows what James is doing. Grrrrr!
I don't even know why I feel so shit, I just do. I thought I was getting happier last night but no... I have nothing to do except wait for my driving lesson at 3. Oh fun... not