Why does your brain seemed messed up to everyone else????

Jan 28, 2005 19:42

Well I know what you all are thinking. What did I mean. Well, when everyone thinks you are weird because you don't think like them. Sometimes, I don't agree with people but I go along with it. Well I might be innocent but sometimes I can come out of my shell. So here it all is...I'm over feeling innocent and locked in a shell that no one can understand. Over it I tell you. I built my shell because of who I was and am but no one understands me. I mean come on not everyone has to think the same or act the same because what would make life interesting???? Nothing that's right Nothing.

So on a better note. I saw Felix on Wednesday. I haven't seen him in ohhh about 3 months. I'm really excited because I will see him tomorrow. Gotta look nice. Wearing my good jeans hope they won't get ruin. But all well at least I will look good. Sorry if you met him he would too trust me. He has the cutest face I've ever seen. I found out today that he asked Miguel for my number and he didn't have it. Grrr sometimes I wonder. Hopefully something will form. I don't know but there is no shame in hoping now is there?

Work is so stressful lately. I will be getting a trainer position so I'm pretty excited. I do believe more money for me...Yea! Plus it puts me one step higher on the train to supervisor. They asked me to join a committee so I will be joining. That means more time at UPS then needed but oh well it will help me in the end.

Peter is coming in April. I can't wait. April 4th to be exact. He is going in as an intern for Disney. Very into Disney but I haven't seen him in 2 years so it will be nice to have him live only 40 minutes from me. Miss him alot.

Ahh Fahrenheit need I say more. We get taken by the hand to do everything. I hate the fact that he insists on telling us one thing and then never does it. Captain _______________ yeah thats right we still don't know. supposed to find out on tuesday but did that email ever come nope that is right. I hate being lied to. Don't tell me one thing if you don't plan on telling me actually. I hate being rushed. I hate the fact that some of us are going to be sitting on the ground from seminole. Now is that fair I ask you...Nope. All I can say is that I will be sitting my ass in a seat. I miss how is was last year. Why can't it ever stay the same? I know I know everyone changes and you can't get what you want all the time.

Well I have to make brownies. Did you ever wonder why they call them brownies. Is it because they are brown? I don't know if you know please tell me... For now

Peace out
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