So much to say

Mar 23, 2005 17:48

Well so much has been going on. I don't even know where to start. So I will start with the weekend. Alabama, didn't do as well as we planned but at least we got it out of our systems. Honestly, I feel that the music was really slow and well I couldn't feel any energy on saturday a little on sunday but not from the audience at all. But hey the bus ride up was pretty good same with back but it wasn't as comfortable as I would have liked it to be. Got to talk to some of the drummers that I haven't gotten a chance to talk to and well they are pretty cool especially little danny. But I have a feeling that I won't really talk to him until next year even though hopefully I will see them at UCF. I think that we all should go see them because they were there for us on sunday even if they didn't get to see us. But anyways when we got home at 3:40am, I dropped Erin off and then it was off to work for me. Part of me didn't want to go but I knew that I had to plus all I would do is sleep and it is just not worth it. I tell you one thing I was so happy I went. Curtis(big boss of preload) told me he had to talk to me and well I thought it was about me being late but in the end it was an offer to become supervisor. Finally!!! So on tuesday I went and had my interview and he presented me the job. Big pay increase but that isn't the point. Great Opportunity. Anyways I start April 4th as a supervisor and then I will have 3 days off for Dayton. I really hope that it goes well for me Iknow that I can do it but it frightens me that I don't know how it is run up there to know what is right from wrong but I will learn in time. I just hope that it doesn't take me along time to figure it. So yesterday I had lunch with my Navy Recuiter. I actually like him. He didn't make me feel stupid or dumd but he was an awesome guy. And if you know me you know about my men in uniform...hahaha. So I took a pretest and found that I did pretty well. I was excited about that because for once I took a test and did pretty well. Then I found out that I was too big meaning fat. I need to lose 30 pounds or 13 inches to join the navy. Can you believe that. I was a little disappointed but I guess that my mind is made up about it for 4 years anyways. I have figured out that after I age out of colorguard I will join the navy reserves. I hope that in the end it works the way that I want it to work. Somepart of me just wants to do it because my parents say that I couldn't handle it or that I would be stupid to doit. Just like moving away from them they say that I can't doit but in the end I want to just to prove them wrong. I don't think that I could move away now because I really do need them but I think when I find the right person that I will be able to move whereever we want to.

So I have a question...Do you think that I can be the type of person to discipline someone???? I think I can but I need to know from other people if I can because of supervisor he asked and I said yes. I just hope people won't take advantage of me. Grrr sorry I just keep going back. Really excited about it though. For the first time in my life I feel like it is working in my favor. Nothing happens out of change but it happens for a reason.

Heather is going home. She has decided it. Kinda upset by that but can you do. I think she had learned to depend on dima and that is why she is going back to him. I think if she wasn't pregant she wouldn't be going back. But hey that is my theory.

Ice Princess on Friday if anyone is interested in going...
Beach hopefully on Sunday if weather permitted...let me know if you wanna go.

My friend Peter will be here on next monday if I am not mistaken. Really excited to see him. Can't wait actually. I miss him so much but probably since he lives 45 mins away I probably won't see him like I want to . But whatever.

Wow this is getting kinda long well it is actually really long so I will stop writing but I will leave with this

To all Fahrenheiters:
I'm sorry on how I acted on saturday I was just pissed by how you said some things and I took it out with the wrong approach. That is all I have to say and will see you all on saturday if not before.

Peace
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