sweet laziness and apathy..........
ok, so um, scott is, at this precise moment, signing his name a hundred and forty six times and aquiring the keyes to our brand new place :oD i really wanted to be there, but there was this stupid thing called work. my schedule for next week is laughably bad, and i can't help but feel like they are trying to teach me a lesson of some sort...but what sort? i mean, i am always there, doing my job properly with minimal hassle and the like. oh well, whatever. 3 more weeks untill my insurance kicks in and then i guess i can ride it out untill i find something better....or not...we'll see.
the whole point of this post was to say that between my shifts today i really really needed to go to target for hangers and to party city to get misc. crap for the bbq, but i made the mistake of coming home first and now i am half asleep and so terribly unmotivated it's incredible...are normal people this lazy and sluggish or am i definitely suffering from chronic fatigue syndrom? because wow. now i have to be back at lsf in an hour and 20 minutes and clearly there is no time to go all the way to target. so actually thislive journal entry was the perfect procrastination tactic.
random thoughts:
i have nothing to wear saturday and no time to shop for an outfit and no money enyway with which to buy one and even if i had an outfit to wear, i wouldn't be able to find it because everything is packed and in shambles.
i really wanted to get my hair done, but there is no time or money for that either so i am trying to decide if i want to attempt to throw just a couple of highlights in there myself to break up the muddy grey that is taking over. terrifying.
tomorrow is lori's birthday.
i hope we have a chance to paint before we get lazy and all the furniture gets put away.
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the whole point of this post was to say that between my shifts today i really really needed to go to target for hangers and to party city to get misc. crap for the bbq, but i made the mistake of coming home first and now i am half asleep and so terribly unmotivated it's incredible...are normal people this lazy and sluggish or am i definitely suffering from chronic fatigue syndrom? because wow. now i have to be back at lsf in an hour and 20 minutes and clearly there is no time to go all the way to target. so actually thislive journal entry was the perfect procrastination tactic.
random thoughts:
i have nothing to wear saturday and no time to shop for an outfit and no money enyway with which to buy one and even if i had an outfit to wear, i wouldn't be able to find it because everything is packed and in shambles.
i really wanted to get my hair done, but there is no time or money for that either so i am trying to decide if i want to attempt to throw just a couple of highlights in there myself to break up the muddy grey that is taking over. terrifying.
tomorrow is lori's birthday.
i hope we have a chance to paint before we get lazy and all the furniture gets put away.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz