Forget regret...
I figured it has been a while since I stretched my lj muscles so I should try it.
Lately things have been so different but at the same time completely the same. It is weird...just when everything should make sense I'm completely confused. But I'm not sure why I'm confused...therefor making it worse.
One thing that I am sure about is I am completely happy with my new piercing. I got an orbital in my outer conch. I have no clue how to explain what that is for someone who doesn't know what it is...but eh. I got it. It is amazing. My ear is beautiful. I absolutely love the way it looks and it makes me so happy to feel like I have something new and different. I was feeling bored with myself, as I often do, and this was just the change I needed. I feel better about myself at the moment. Sleeping sucks but it is so worth it.
It is odd...I seem to miss everyone right now. I want so badly too see people that I haven't see in a while. But I know I am not going to see most of them for a while...if ever. Maybe it is because Tempest just left for Tally again. I know I will see her and pretty soon. But it still makes me think of everyone else that I miss and I wish I was near right now.
Lastly...I love boys...but I really hate them too.
Lately things have been so different but at the same time completely the same. It is weird...just when everything should make sense I'm completely confused. But I'm not sure why I'm confused...therefor making it worse.
One thing that I am sure about is I am completely happy with my new piercing. I got an orbital in my outer conch. I have no clue how to explain what that is for someone who doesn't know what it is...but eh. I got it. It is amazing. My ear is beautiful. I absolutely love the way it looks and it makes me so happy to feel like I have something new and different. I was feeling bored with myself, as I often do, and this was just the change I needed. I feel better about myself at the moment. Sleeping sucks but it is so worth it.
It is odd...I seem to miss everyone right now. I want so badly too see people that I haven't see in a while. But I know I am not going to see most of them for a while...if ever. Maybe it is because Tempest just left for Tally again. I know I will see her and pretty soon. But it still makes me think of everyone else that I miss and I wish I was near right now.
Lastly...I love boys...but I really hate them too.