First Late Night

[rach10]

Just wanted to point out that this is my first late night working on HW, ugh, let the fun begin! Of course, if I didn't have the TV on for background I would have been done much faster and the paper isn't due until Thurs but I want to meet with my prof about it on Tues and I have stuff to do tomorrow so yeah. Not much else going on, things are cooling down around the house and Pat is trying to be nice, yeah, he better, he was such an ass the other day, I have never been so upset in my entire life, seriously. Oh yeah, Brandon came over last night and was over until like 2:30 so we had a nice long talk after watching Ladder 49 which even though it was my 3rd time seeing it was still such a great movie. I still am very confused about him and what, if anything, we are. Oh well, I am just taking it as it comes and will not pass something up because of what we may or may not have. Not saying I would just go out with someone else since I guess we somewhat have something, I would talk to him about it, but until there is something for sure between us I will still be looking at what is out there. No kisses last night, but I swear the longest and tightest hug I have ever had, I really thought there was gonna be a kiss because it just would have been a natural thing, but no, and I will not be the first to kiss, I am too old fashioned. Oh yeah I called him on his flaky day and he said he was sorry, he was just sick with allergies and was by no means trying to blow me off, hmm, ok, I guess since I did blow him off like 3 times already. He is in Santa Barbara right now for work but called to let me know he was there and all and wants to hang out when he comes back. Speaking of Santa Barbara, my favorite cousin Rob is moving there in 2 weeks for a new job, working with wind turbines. He is I swear the smartest guy I know. He is a mechanical engineer I think it is, that or electrical, but I think it is mechanical. He used to work for Lockheed Martin making the unamanned spy planes but it was against his belief to be making those and other weapons since he is anti war and all, so now he is going to have a better job and will be helping the environment. He really is a great guy and I think when I decide to be in a serious relationship I will for sure go for someone like him, smart, good head on his shoulders, caring, loves kids, good job, likes the outdoors. Ok, no, I am not into my cousin, I just really look up to him and love him since he is kinda a father figure (he's 18 years older than me) and friend at the same time. He wants me to come visit when I graduate too and I think I will rather than go back East. I love to hang out with him and his girlfriend Dani, they are both so active and when I went to see them in San Diego I had a blast, they know how to have fun, lots of snorkling, kayaking, boogie boarding, hiking, etc, and maybe even Big Sur this time. Yep, Dani gets her Masters right around when I grad and so I think we would both love a mini break to just have fun, and so would Rob, yay! Oh yeah, bought Shades a bright pink collar today, it is soo cute! My little doggie is all decked out for breast cancer awareness! Ha ha, ok, random, I am tired and blonde thought, can dogs get breast cancer, and if so, would they have a greater risk since they have more breasts than people? Hmm..totally dumb question, but really, not too bad of one. Ok, seriously didn't think I would write this much and it is getting late and I want to get to the gym early. Ugh my knee was throbbing the last 2 days so I took today off soI should be set for tomorrow. Hopefully I didn't do anything to it, I was thinking maybe rain with how it was hurting but I don't know, it hurt just sitting, oh well. Ok, well as I love to take pics now, here is a pic of my cute as heck dog with her bright pink color, ooh kinda goes with Easter too! Ha ha, I wanted to get Nicki a bright greeen one but she has a cute red one with a design on it already. Ok, hmm, love/relationship thought of the day, you have to have your crap together until you can truly be with someone.



Shades sticking her tongue out at me, ha ha.



Shades trying to look all "modelish" and serious



My two girls, I love 'em! Isn't Shades so small?!?

Oh yeah, Shades is acting weird tonight, I hope the little gal is ok.