Feb 02, 2005 01:25
So tonight at work, the other girls were like, "Rachael, we gotta find you a man". I thought, ok, sure, why not, it has been awhile since Matt and I broke up (not that I was trying to get over him because really, I was not in that deep, I just don't like to jump in and out of things really quickly). So, anyways, this guy comes in with one of our old workers and totally starts hitting on me, and then flat out tells me he wants to go out with me and doesn't believe that I'm single, blah blah blah. So, what do I do? I just stand there, turn red, get hot (temp hot, not the other kind, dirty minds), and promptly change the subject and try to find a way to walk away from the situation. Yeah, hmm...why I am single!?! I think the answer is right there! A boy talks to me and I have no clue what to do and I freak out! What the hey is wrong with me? I get so nervous and just blabber on and on about stupid things, change the subject, and turn red. Umm...am I 5!?! So, yeah, I just realized that tonight, and thinking back it has happened a lot in the past too, I am such a dork and I swear, if I stay like this I will be single forever, that is for sure! So, any advice would be greatly appreciated, thank you! Oh yeah, and Jaime if you read this, my boss said I have to work on the 12th but he can give me a day shift, he just wants to know what time I need to be off by, so hopefully we can work that out; he said no one gets that day off, grrr... You know, I think I will call you, I was gonna ask you about something else too. Ok, later taters. Love/relationship thought of the day, some people (ie ME!?) are destined to be single forever! Oh I totally chatted up a gay guy though, hmm..no pressure there I guess.