I am so tired right now it is crazy. Not mentally tired, like I have been up for a long time, but physically exhausted. Since joining the gym on Tues I have been working myself like there is no tomorrow. I am so proud though, it is very nice to feel this way since I haven't been pushing myself like I need to. Today was the first day I went by myself, I did 30 min on the elliptical, then 15 on the bike, and then 20 on the treadmill, ugh. That was plenty, especially since I did an hour in the weight room yesterday, everything hurts, but such a good hurt. I think I am taking tomorrow off, otherwise I don't think I will be able to walk or move, lol. I am trying so hard to get my 6 pack back for the wedding, that would be very nice and I would be so proud. Ok, enough of that, I have my first neice! Ava Noelle Whitworth, I love her name, it is so pretty! She is really cute too, I will put a pic at the end of this. I made her a fleece blanket yesterday, it is really cute and so soft, I hope she likes it. I made it big enough so she can use it for the next few years or so. I so want to go see her when the rest of the fam goes but I have to stay home and take care of the pets, plus driving to Washington might just drive me insane. I hope Mom does well though because that is a lot for her. Oh yeah, she says she wants to join the gym when she gets better so I am so happy for that, there is some really good stuff there for her. What else? Eryn's sister's birthday was last night so we all went out for that and it was nice. Oh gosh, I did karaoke too, well, not really, there were 4 of us up there and I was nowhere near the microphone so that doesn't totally count, but hey, I was up there. I had a good time going out though and I also saw Eryn's aunt Shirley who told me about this job we talked about before and told me that it is basically mine, I just have to give her my resume. It is at Livermore Lab and I will be an editor or tech writer there and could make some good money. One of my old MJC teachers is pretty high up there and Shirley knows him (she works there too) and he put in a good word for me too so the guy that does the hiring told her that even if there is not an opening they will find one for me. Wow, that is awesome, makes me nervous though, like I really need to do my best so I can live up to the nice things everyone said about me. I am so grateful for that because it is a really good job and I can start soon because they are really flexible with hours. I just hope hope hope that I am prepared. Also hope that everything falls through. I gotta get on my resume though since my old one went away when the old comp crashed. I just don't think it will be too impressive so I gotta spice it up. Anyways, I am really tired and am watching a movie I really want to pay attention to. It is super good, and really touching, it is a documentary, "My Flesh and Blood", about a lady who is raising 13 kids, all of whom have some sort of disease and she takes care of them all on her own. It is really sad but also ispiring, I really like it. Love/relationship thought of the day, you need to be the best you can be before you can really truly be with someone.