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My life seems to be changing faster than I can even keep up with. It seems to be a common thing in my entries.
Yesterday my sister txt me to say that she and (as ghetto as its sounds) her baby's daddy were splitting up. My first thought was thank God. My second thought was oh God the 4mo old projectile vomiting machine will be living at my house. Ok so some things never change i am still self centered sometimes, especially when that little kid causes me to have to change outfits 10 times a day instead of the normal 3 or 4.
Today she txt me to say i'm going to give him one more chance. In the words of Rick and Bubba "What the?"
Blake is filling out his application for trooper academy. Secretly i want to sabotage it so he has to stay here, but i love him to much to ruin his dreams. Its just hard to accept that someone who has been here for the past two years no matter what will now be miles away. I tried pouting and crying nothing is changing his mind. Maybe that saying about "if you love someone let them go and if they come back thats how you know" will play out in this case. Otherwise i see many lonely nights in my future and entirely to much comfort food.
I got a very unexpected phone call from a friend in Fort Payne last night. Her baby is due in three weeks. I'm super excited, seeing how she lost a baby last year and they were doing everything other than abstaining to avoid getting pregnant. Maybe divine intervention.... maybe a faulty condom who knows they love that baby all the same. I can't wait to meet Jaxon( pronounced Jackson) Arnold.
Blake's band already has at leasat two more parties booked. Oh how i love being the dd for a bund of drunk band members.
I must return to work now. Maybe things will be somewhat normal for the rest of the day, but as Coach Self would say who defines normal?