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so im going to be insightful right now??? i guess.
life's complicated.
why can't things be the way they used to be?
you know like in kindergarten where you didn't care...everyone was friends and all was cool. no one cared about what stuff you were into...there were no cliques...we were all the same.
that seems so long ago...but it really wasn't.
I'm 17..I'm only beginning life.
Look at my grandma...shes 61...thats 4 times my age...and she'll probably live another 25 or so...so we are only beginning..
but then again this chapter of my life is coming to a rapid close.
i just wish that there were some things i had done differently, and said some things that never got to express.
if i could...i wish i could have had one boyfriend...just to see what it was like. and i can never tell anyone that i like them (and its not like they do anyway...but just to tell them) theres this one guy now...but whatever about that.
and id be closer at this moment to other people. its sad because in another 100 or so days...and we'll never talk to eachothe again...possibly for the rest of our lives. that can be like 80 years! it sad...makes me want to cry sometimes.
looking at the wall of all those who have died in this war in iraq shows me how quickly someone my age or a little older can die. and i want everyone to know that i love them...and to keep in touch even if it is a 5 or 10 min conversation every month or two...just to know everything is ok.
so yea.
those are my random ramblings.
until next time.
live.
love.
learn.
die.
HAHA.
britt.
life's complicated.
why can't things be the way they used to be?
you know like in kindergarten where you didn't care...everyone was friends and all was cool. no one cared about what stuff you were into...there were no cliques...we were all the same.
that seems so long ago...but it really wasn't.
I'm 17..I'm only beginning life.
Look at my grandma...shes 61...thats 4 times my age...and she'll probably live another 25 or so...so we are only beginning..
but then again this chapter of my life is coming to a rapid close.
i just wish that there were some things i had done differently, and said some things that never got to express.
if i could...i wish i could have had one boyfriend...just to see what it was like. and i can never tell anyone that i like them (and its not like they do anyway...but just to tell them) theres this one guy now...but whatever about that.
and id be closer at this moment to other people. its sad because in another 100 or so days...and we'll never talk to eachothe again...possibly for the rest of our lives. that can be like 80 years! it sad...makes me want to cry sometimes.
looking at the wall of all those who have died in this war in iraq shows me how quickly someone my age or a little older can die. and i want everyone to know that i love them...and to keep in touch even if it is a 5 or 10 min conversation every month or two...just to know everything is ok.
so yea.
those are my random ramblings.
until next time.
live.
love.
learn.
die.
HAHA.
britt.