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Apr 16, 2003 00:29

Life is generally good.

I'm re-remembering what makes me tick and why I love life. I was getting lost in how much a care about a boy, and I was forgetting all the other elements in life. But no worries! I'm back, and I feel good. I still love him, but it doesn't consume me. Now, you all must understand that this was my doing, not his. He's just fine.
But KIM! She just told answered a question I'd been asking myself all week, which is this: why, when I really like someone, so I start getting weird and forgetting who I am? She said that people wanting to settle into a career and learn who they are before they get married (duh, why didn't I think of it). She then goes on to say that, at that point, you can then mold the relationship, and it doesn't mold you. I'm stoked. This is good stuff.

People say the most inspired things. I have a book of quotes that I record from movies, people, whatever, and I love it.
Oh, she just wrote this, which expands on what she said earlier:
it is almost discouraging to see those who just...
wait for life to come their way and to be swept up by opportunities... that's Cinderella's story... you've got to be assertive and strong and go YOUR way and no one else's... those who want to follow will follow... and the two of you will fall in love... a shadow only follows and mimicks... if you're your own person...you act as more of an inspiration to others

WEll, just to keep y'all updated, I'm going on another date tomorrow night. So, I'm finding out what I like. I'd like to also go out with Adam- Joe's friend. He has this glow about him since he's come off his mission. I need to ask Judd out. He prolly thought after that dating game thing, that I don't want to follow through and go out with him. Oh, and Ben W. of course. We're always talking and spending time goofing off. Guys are great.
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