Dec 18, 2002 12:56
I've bought ONE Christmas present.
I love my X-boyfriend. X!
I broke the mirror that was on the back of my door.
and I almost left my spare tire OUTSIDE of my car when Dad and I were done wiring my blazer for trailor brakes.
What can we conclude from this? I'm blond or just constantly distracted.
Man, school got out and everything changed. I hung out with Paul for hours on Thursday. Basically new friends, or renewed, thinking of Michele and I hanging out on Friday. Missy's fun, a little questionable, but fun. I hypothesize that she wanted her brother and me back together because of the way she's acting about Paul. I'm proably wrong.
Now, I will be busy with racecars, not homework and class. If I don't get more excited about that, I'm won't make it. It's hard when doing something or not doing something has equal weight in consequences. It really makes it hard to make a desision.
Oh yes- almost forgot about my Thursday. Paul went out of his way to spend time with Missy and I. At one point in the night, he claimed me as his date. That didn't make me feel good or anything. The three of us went swimming in the indoor pool in Tehachapi. Missy is a lifeguard so she has a key.
We weren't supposed to be there, so Missy and I were hillucinating and freaking ourselves out. We swam from like 9 to 12! We played under the one pool cover that we left on the pool. It's all good- we had air underneath it...but not enough to sing, which we all tried.
Then Missy scared Paul and I a bit. She went to play Hide and Go Seek, and took off. We went in that direction to find her, but got to the wall and discovered...a wall. So, we went the other way and she seemed to pop out of nowhere.
We also tried running across the pool cover. Only Paul made it. That's okay, he didn't run track or anything ;).
Paul "made" me drive his car. It was the hardest thing to drive. The gas pedal was stiffer than stiff. The shifter was psycho. But the suspension rocks. Of couse, it's a pontiac; it's a lot like the trans am. I'd love his car once I got used to it.
WEll, the best thing about Paul, which is so nice, is that he's cleeeean! No cussing or talking dirty. He'll be a nice influence on me. I'll have someone I can let my guard down around.