Sometimes, i stay up because i don't think my day is over yet. I can't help but feel like there is some grand denouement to my painfully mundane routine for the day, that i am depriving myself of sleep to witness. For the most part, i end up just owning up to the fact that i was, perhaps, a little presumptuous in thinking that my delusions of a climactic event at 3am, were ever going to come fruition. I suppose a lot of people finally just give up and put on their sleeping attire, whether it be pajamas with the feet or nothing at all, and give in to the urges of their minds.
I find that i have trouble sleeping every so often, mostly because i have a lot on my mind and i just keep thinking about many different things; my mind is quite the machine, i must say. When i finally fully realize my insomnia, i treat it by singing myself a song or two to calm me down. Here are a couple that are my favorite to sing:
Trials of the Spiky Belt Collective I want you all the time,
not just some of the time like your other friends.
I want you all of the time,
not just sometimes at a bar
or maybe a shopping trip to a supermarket.
There's so many bright lights on the car.
I want you to think of me when you have a bad dream.
I want you to remember me when you hear a bird sing.
I want you to be my everything.
There's so many bright lights in the car, on the car
that I don't understand, I don't understand at all.
I want you to pick up when I call.
Like a Forest Black, like a forest
And still, like a lion
My knees are bended
We used to speak
A different language
I wasted my breath
On words soon forgotten
Left unattended
They're moving their feet --
But nobody's dancing
Ah, take your time
Ah, take your time
How can I blame you
For all of the screaming
That I've had to turn to?
Just in time
To go off in my hands
Actually anything Low does is pretty amazing, same with KoLS.
I just felt like sharing a piece of me with all of you. And with that, i have my denouement.