A lot has happened..
A lot has happened since my last post @_@. haha;;;sorry for not being around...or updating
CRAMMED with school work right now and other issues. Since its the second semester, teachers are crammed from the Board of Ed. which means more cramming for us because they're crammed to fit everything in one small short semester.
Week after week i have essays, lap reports, homework due and it is not fun @_@.
My friend (the one ive been talking about in the past posts) has officially decided to ignore me for good. She got moved into my homeroom before lunch which was really fun and stuff. But i guess being apart from her and her being busy with her group of friends has caused a 'drift', as my mom likes to call it, between us. When she talks to me...i have no idea what to say. I cnat even look at her face. IM just like....uh...okay. no response. my brain is dead when it comes to her. its weird cuz even with hannie_rabu i may be like dead but its not awkward. or i usually have something to talk about (whatever my messed up brain can conjure XDD) but with ..might as well say her name...Sue its like...uh..what? lol. okay...good bye...
its weird. Maybe its part of growing up. I have been teasing her a bit but ive been doing that for the past year -__-. oh yeah so hte ignoring part..all of a sudden she just completely ignores me. My homeroom is in an art class so instead of desks its like one big black table that 4 ppl can sit around. she sits across from me..and all of a sudden she doesnt even say hi, she doesnt even look at me, and she has this angry stricken face.
-___-. that bothered me but lately ive been getting irritated by her behaviours anyway so i was like w.e.. and it continued for at least..two weeks now. and its pissing me off that she wont talk to me about it or w.e.
i tried talking to her online but she seemed like w.e.
at homeroom her friend walked in and she had this "im going to smile extra hard and happily just so you can notice it" smile and i really didnt care -__- cuz its stupid and immature the way shes behaving. she slams her bookbag on the table when im trying to read my AP gov. book and its really irritating OTL
she has a new little diary and she writes in it during Homeroom. lol. i wonder what shes writing about
oh right. me. DUH
call me suspicious but ywhen you have a feeling that someones writing about you...you know your right. Im kind of tired of what shes doing lately and sick of it.
before this happened i was silently angry in the inside like...
shed tell me oh jisoo lets go to barnes and nobles to study together~ since you always go with your sister adn such. i want to go too~
and im like...okay.....
then i found out that she asked her friend carol first but carol is a study geek (i know shes in my class and shes super nice XD) and then since she couldnt go sue asked me. Now ...im sure...its nothing to get irritated or angry over but...i just felt like...chopped liver? Dont make it sound like im the first one you asked and im the only one there for you. because then i become the dumb one. i become the idiotic retard who doesnt know anythign and feels special.
you could have just said i need a study budy at barnes and nobles cuz carol canceled out on me. you wanna go together?
mayeb its cuz she always tells me im her only true friend
im the only one there for her
thats a nice compliment to give to a friend
but seriously...
gah. idk. i said this before but i truly think im just there for her (before she started ignoring me) is because 1.) im the only one in her korean friends that like yaoi and the only person knows that Sue likes it to that EXTREME. i mean..some of her korean friends know but they dont realize how hard core she is. 2.) im heronly cosplay buddy for conventions..and im the person who can get the hotel reservations to stay for the convention for three days.
yeah.
I guess im the one person she can be the anime yaoi freak.
and before this happened we used to talk about Katekyoushi Hitman reborn costume cosplay ideas like photoshoots during the summer maybe at different places around us...and ...nwo i really dont feel like doing it with her.
if thats the reason why she wanted to be still remain as friends then no thanks.
i dont think i want to.
THe stupidest thing is my other friend D. ...i think shes on sues side.. i mean..there are no sides to this..whole shebang but...
cuz one time i was just teasing sue and D was like...dude...can you just chill? you guys are like hardcore fighting...you guys need to seperate and calm down adn stop fighting...
i was like..waht are you talking about? but yeah
im the evil villain who is terrorizing innocent sue
its kind of sad how ppl mix me and her together cuz we have the similar name..but i correct those ppl and always tell them "yeah shes a rreally great artist. and shes really nice too"
no matter what.
this sucks. whats the point of paying for prom when i dont have any girl friends to go with anyhow. and Hannie_rabu isnt going cuz SHES LEAVING MEE!! lol jp.
*sigh* who knows..may is kinda far away.
right now i dont even want to deal with sue anymore. My mom says for me to be the nice one and walk up to her and ask her waht the problem is..or if shes angry at me or not.
but....i dont even feel like putting in the effort.
we used to be great friends..my parents liked her...and that got to her head. shes always like...OH jisoo even if you kick me out your parents love me so they'll listen to me. They always invite me ~! they love me!
lol. and she said...i guess it was a joke..but i could tell she meant it when she said that my parents really liked her so they'll let her do w.e.
and im like..they may like you...but im their daughter.
lol. your not blood relation sweet heart. GTFO. XD
CRAMMED with school work right now and other issues. Since its the second semester, teachers are crammed from the Board of Ed. which means more cramming for us because they're crammed to fit everything in one small short semester.
Week after week i have essays, lap reports, homework due and it is not fun @_@.
My friend (the one ive been talking about in the past posts) has officially decided to ignore me for good. She got moved into my homeroom before lunch which was really fun and stuff. But i guess being apart from her and her being busy with her group of friends has caused a 'drift', as my mom likes to call it, between us. When she talks to me...i have no idea what to say. I cnat even look at her face. IM just like....uh...okay. no response. my brain is dead when it comes to her. its weird cuz even with hannie_rabu i may be like dead but its not awkward. or i usually have something to talk about (whatever my messed up brain can conjure XDD) but with ..might as well say her name...Sue its like...uh..what? lol. okay...good bye...
its weird. Maybe its part of growing up. I have been teasing her a bit but ive been doing that for the past year -__-. oh yeah so hte ignoring part..all of a sudden she just completely ignores me. My homeroom is in an art class so instead of desks its like one big black table that 4 ppl can sit around. she sits across from me..and all of a sudden she doesnt even say hi, she doesnt even look at me, and she has this angry stricken face.
-___-. that bothered me but lately ive been getting irritated by her behaviours anyway so i was like w.e.. and it continued for at least..two weeks now. and its pissing me off that she wont talk to me about it or w.e.
i tried talking to her online but she seemed like w.e.
at homeroom her friend walked in and she had this "im going to smile extra hard and happily just so you can notice it" smile and i really didnt care -__- cuz its stupid and immature the way shes behaving. she slams her bookbag on the table when im trying to read my AP gov. book and its really irritating OTL
she has a new little diary and she writes in it during Homeroom. lol. i wonder what shes writing about
oh right. me. DUH
call me suspicious but ywhen you have a feeling that someones writing about you...you know your right. Im kind of tired of what shes doing lately and sick of it.
before this happened i was silently angry in the inside like...
shed tell me oh jisoo lets go to barnes and nobles to study together~ since you always go with your sister adn such. i want to go too~
and im like...okay.....
then i found out that she asked her friend carol first but carol is a study geek (i know shes in my class and shes super nice XD) and then since she couldnt go sue asked me. Now ...im sure...its nothing to get irritated or angry over but...i just felt like...chopped liver? Dont make it sound like im the first one you asked and im the only one there for you. because then i become the dumb one. i become the idiotic retard who doesnt know anythign and feels special.
you could have just said i need a study budy at barnes and nobles cuz carol canceled out on me. you wanna go together?
mayeb its cuz she always tells me im her only true friend
im the only one there for her
thats a nice compliment to give to a friend
but seriously...
gah. idk. i said this before but i truly think im just there for her (before she started ignoring me) is because 1.) im the only one in her korean friends that like yaoi and the only person knows that Sue likes it to that EXTREME. i mean..some of her korean friends know but they dont realize how hard core she is. 2.) im heronly cosplay buddy for conventions..and im the person who can get the hotel reservations to stay for the convention for three days.
yeah.
I guess im the one person she can be the anime yaoi freak.
and before this happened we used to talk about Katekyoushi Hitman reborn costume cosplay ideas like photoshoots during the summer maybe at different places around us...and ...nwo i really dont feel like doing it with her.
if thats the reason why she wanted to be still remain as friends then no thanks.
i dont think i want to.
THe stupidest thing is my other friend D. ...i think shes on sues side.. i mean..there are no sides to this..whole shebang but...
cuz one time i was just teasing sue and D was like...dude...can you just chill? you guys are like hardcore fighting...you guys need to seperate and calm down adn stop fighting...
i was like..waht are you talking about? but yeah
im the evil villain who is terrorizing innocent sue
its kind of sad how ppl mix me and her together cuz we have the similar name..but i correct those ppl and always tell them "yeah shes a rreally great artist. and shes really nice too"
no matter what.
this sucks. whats the point of paying for prom when i dont have any girl friends to go with anyhow. and Hannie_rabu isnt going cuz SHES LEAVING MEE!! lol jp.
*sigh* who knows..may is kinda far away.
right now i dont even want to deal with sue anymore. My mom says for me to be the nice one and walk up to her and ask her waht the problem is..or if shes angry at me or not.
but....i dont even feel like putting in the effort.
we used to be great friends..my parents liked her...and that got to her head. shes always like...OH jisoo even if you kick me out your parents love me so they'll listen to me. They always invite me ~! they love me!
lol. and she said...i guess it was a joke..but i could tell she meant it when she said that my parents really liked her so they'll let her do w.e.
and im like..they may like you...but im their daughter.
lol. your not blood relation sweet heart. GTFO. XD