Stress anyone?
This week is hectic. Most likely its because the end of the school year is coming up and testing days are here while the seniors get to run amuck like their obnoxious older selves. I have benchmark, and a chemistry Performance final coming up. World history benchmark is tommorow..which im not sure if i'm prepared but i want to make a good grade so i can keep on raising my grade because the final is notorious for lowering grades than raising it (although the test may seem easy and manage to get an excellente grade on it)..
Also the fact that i got a 78 on the Organic Chemistry test shook me up a bit; it was like a slap in the face. I realized i didnt study as much as i should have and ...i was being over confident. Labeling the molecular and structural equations kind of got me..i didnt realize i did some of it wrong but the grade however dropped me down by like 3 points which sucks. I'm spazzing and I cant seem to get a grip...I'll feel a whole lot better after the chemistry benchmark and the performance exam. I'll have to study my butt off ...
My face is crap. I'm having a break out because of all this stress but to add to it i have self issues (like diet -.-;) and its just adding to this huge crap of stress. I'm trying to breathe calmly and drink more oolong tea.. I cantwait for saturday because im going to go to LA fitness center and so some workouts. Hopefully i can do this every weekend and possibly some days of the week so i can lose weight in time for the Florida Trip. I doubt it but if i work my butt off i'll be fine i think.
Funny story: My moms coworker at the restraunt has a daughter who is like me: obsessed with DBSK. Shes so obsessed she wanted to buy the documentary book (like me) but her mom didnt have any credit card so she asked her school teacher to buy it for her and her mom will pay the teacher in cash.
talk about crazy love XD.
thinking of ways to encourage self esteem
see ya.