Apr 12, 2007 21:24
Gateway still monday and im worried. I wish they would at least tell us the possible topics but who knows. The main one I'm worried about is Chemistry because they definitely wont tell us the 'possible topics'. Actually, they did but it narrowed down to 30 topics...how very helpful. I just have to look over some synonyms, information, and good writing styles this weekend. I learned some good tips but none that'll help me pass I suppose. Math Test tommorow and I'm half and half: Half nervous, Half Confident. The half nervous side is just nervous because I might blank out like i usually do on a problem and prevent me from raising my math grade. I'm selfish, i want it to be a high A.
I also need to raise my LA grade because it seems so hopeless right now: its a low B. Darn you ESSAYS!! I'm a free thinker~ get over it. I watched Hallyu Expo: DBSk and it was so funny. I learned more information about DBSK ..funny ones too and it made me love them even more. I do hope they are getting along XP and I hope they understand Junsu is a bit on the lame funny side (like me -,-) but its who he is and they should just see it as a cute attempt..or something along those lines.
RANT: CUT FOR LENGTH.
So...ive seen Jessica (korean) and Jenny and Linda talk about how obsessed me and amy are about DBSK. Quote from Jessica: "I'm not so obsessed over someone that i know every singe detail abou them" . I know a lot of information about them because I watch interviews. I dont go look for information, I just want to see basic things about them like their date of birth, height, fave and non faves. Its like bonding with a friend only theres a dim chance of ever meetingthem. Jenny and Linda thinks its so amusing to see Amy and I and other people laughing our heads off because of DBSK. Just for the record, its good to be happy.
Yeah..DBSK is hott, sexy, has awesome dancing skills, singing skills, but thats not all the reason why we're so obsesesd. One reason why i was so obsessed with miyavi was because he was so weird and i liked his weird personality. It attracted me. DBSK's honesty, brothely love and affection for one another is just so adorable and i love that kind of things. Its my style. They're so real on TV and i love how they reveal everything and not ashamed. Also, they went through a lot of hardships that really make me appreciate their popularity instead of seeing it as those kids took over shinhwa's place. I still love shinhwa. they're so awesome, and im a forever shinhwa fan but I can move on cant I? I can love whoever i love. Love might be a strong word but I'm deinitely confident to associate it with DBSK.
As i said before its like a one way Computer Camera Talk. We both have those little cameras to chat, but I cant reply. He can talk to me all he wants but i cant do anything. But i get to know him, be attracted to him as a sister/friend, or possibly lover.
Who knows.
YOu might say, sure hes a celebrity, of course your in 'love with him'. Yeah..i might be i might not. Im not experienced yet to know im in love but i do love him ...as a admirer and friend. I wish i was friends with him and the rest of the gang but i can never meet them. Plus they're on huge busy schedule. However they seem to have so much fun and everytime i see a interview and a making of a music vid. clip,i just wanna jump into the screen and join them on the fun. They seem so happy and who wouldnt want to be having innocent playful fun with 5 cute sweet smexy guys?
I think this is why Cassiopiea fans start becomng a little TOO obsessive. Which isnt all that bad but I woudlnt risk my life or my time getting a second job just to send them something. I'll do w.e i can if i want to thats approrpriate and perfect with MY time schedule. Also, I've toned down my obsessiveness just a little bit so I think I'm good.
AND...JENNY JENNY JENNY~tsk tsk tsk. You silly little evil girl. Your so rude and i heard you..oh i definitely heard you. YOu dont like sitting next to us cuz we're loud..and we're so obesseved with dbsk its childish. GET OVER IT. You dont like sitting there? Whos making you? I dont certainly give a crud. You can go sit with teh asians... I dont want you here. You're too afraid to move down a seat because there are black ppl ..stop being racist and they wont bother you. MOVE SO WE CAN HAVE SOME SPACE. I'm sorry if I'm a downcast by the korean society because i hang around with black and hispanics. But you know what? they are more fun than you are. They're more outspoken adn loud. and guess what? IM LOUD. IM REALLY LOUD. I like laughing out loud ..really loud, and i love yelling. and i love cackling wih Amy abut dbsk and the ppl i hang with dont really care and just think its funny, sometimes weird. But at least they arent talking behind my balk...at a hearing distance.
test,
people,
rant,
school,
angry,
stress,
dbsk,
jenny