Pissed with the band, for the band.
Today I went back to school for my Chem 'consultation'. It ended around 12 plus but I stayed to finish my question 4 of redox first.
After that done, I went to the toilet before going back home. Should not have done so because on the pathway out of school, I saw band members coming in and they told me that there was band today. @#$% Shocked, disappointed and all things negative.
No single soul told me that there was band today and I was already so prepared to go home to eat my lunch but had to extend my 'school hours' today. *weeps*
That set aside, band was boring today. The J2s came as they were performing too but I felt no-thing. And it seems like I'm stuck playing 3rd trumpet, not that I say I can play the 2nd well but I would at least like to try some higher parts mah since I usually play the 'melody' when in Horns. Then 'he' 'asked' me to sit between the two others who don't really know how to play the trump yet. And since they don't know how to play, they did not really dare to 'instruments up' but nobody was helping them except for me.
See how uncaring the 'senior' is (didn't think he even look or asked them whether they were coping well or not. His stupid arrogance and blah blah blah though it may be unintentional. >.< He might feel awkward to talk to them but 彼はSLでしょう？そんなに冷たいは要らないよ！バカ！To think that we thought so highly of him then. And all those embarrassing things I did. LOL でもこうしたのはちょっとよかったね。。。some mistakes in this sentence?)
See how uncaring my band is. (Especially not telling me that there was band today!)
I'm not trying to harm the band in any way though. It may just be these few incidents that are constantly happening around me. But I wonder whether I'll be fine in my new band. Without my previous SYF trumpet section members, band is not really fun anymore. At least for now. And today, I was the 2nd person to leave the band room straight after being dismissed. LOL. Like in Secondary school too. But I must keep smiling and not frown because that'll only increase the rate of me having more wrinkles. XD
Plus, my wish of becoming a 普通 band member has come true. XD
Raissa is coming back from Japan on the 26th or 27th but has to be quarantine for one week first. Really hope she did not catch the H1N1 virus. And hope she is able to get those stuffs I asked her to get. XP
Monday
My little toe have two blisters after I wore the heels on monday so I don't think I can run tomorrow which I have planned to blast Arashi music while running.
Went shopping with Siqin first then meet Felicia and Rachel later and did more shopping. Was quite full for dinner and loved the 'posh' toilet in Paragon. XD
Arashi's new singles - Everything is coming out on 1st July which is also my dog's birthday. Yeah!! He bit some bump on his leg and started bleeding badly. But instead of being the 'veterinarian', I was more of the pet counselor. LOl. Because my sister couldn't control him from struggling so she cleaned the wound while I pacified (?) him.
Tuesday
Met my PW group but did very little things except ate together, got stressed and tired about the internet connection in Mac's and laughed quite a bit in the study room.
After PW, I went to Ang Mo Kio hub to do some minor shopping. Went to Art Box and got a puffy pen which some Koreans students are using now and also 3 really nice notebooks which I was really shocked when I got home because I did not realized I bought that much. Then I went to NTUC and at there some people were looking at me. Don't know is it because of my hair, I'm a student or because I looked like a housewife digging (for silver fbt), choosing (lemons), getting my stuffs and also walked past the groceries section with the green basket at my side. Haha.
So now, I have like 6 notebooks to use but I'm not the kind who can bear to write on such nice notebooks so I don't know what to do with them. I've thought of lyrics book, beauty book, dairy book, study book. Anyone who have any interesting ideas please share. ^^/
Saturday
Watched 絶対彼氏! Hayami Mokomichi!!! Cutez! 理想の彼氏！オレセクシ？LOL!
After the 'not so yummy' Hana Yori Dango cookies, it's now time to try making some cream puffs! XD
Looks difficult to make, but I shall put my baking skills to the test.
One thing I know for sure...
My cream puffs will be much better than my current section. Hahaha!
(*Corrections to my previous post*: I said that it was the last day before 2nd semester starts but I later realized that the last day is on 30th Jun instead. LOl. I must have been sleeping then.)
Kakkoi!!! Gackt's new single - Lost Angels is Kakkoi!!