its been a year
hes says these things. these really perfect things. like "you look so amazing tonight...your eyes are so green"
im wearing a low cut shirt, but he is looking at me, my eyes, my hair, me. he loves to be with me. its new and different for me. someone wanting to be with me, instead of "with me". i like it.
he says these things. these really great things. like "i had a great time today, i love you. i love you so much." and kisses me on my forhead and cheek and lips. he says those things and i melt inside.
we're not perfect, we fight, and pick, and bitch, but he still loves me. and we wait through it, and talk through it.
its been over a year since we met. we had our first big holiday for the second time around, and it was fun to reminice and remember and relive, but build new memories as well. ive done this stuff before, building a life with someone, ive done it twice before, but neither of those times was as fun as this one has been. none of those felt as right. none of those felt like this.
so its been a year, and we have been through some major shit together, timm's addiction, my sensitivities from past experiences, trust issues, communication issues, and through all the downs we have fought to be with eachother. we continue to choose eachother. there is no other man i would rather argue with, or cry to, or tell my fears to. he gets me, and accepts me, and i love him very much for that. and the good times we have together are such an incredible high i could almost get a stomach ache from how great they are. good and bad, its never felt like this before.
im wearing a low cut shirt, but he is looking at me, my eyes, my hair, me. he loves to be with me. its new and different for me. someone wanting to be with me, instead of "with me". i like it.
he says these things. these really great things. like "i had a great time today, i love you. i love you so much." and kisses me on my forhead and cheek and lips. he says those things and i melt inside.
we're not perfect, we fight, and pick, and bitch, but he still loves me. and we wait through it, and talk through it.
its been over a year since we met. we had our first big holiday for the second time around, and it was fun to reminice and remember and relive, but build new memories as well. ive done this stuff before, building a life with someone, ive done it twice before, but neither of those times was as fun as this one has been. none of those felt as right. none of those felt like this.
so its been a year, and we have been through some major shit together, timm's addiction, my sensitivities from past experiences, trust issues, communication issues, and through all the downs we have fought to be with eachother. we continue to choose eachother. there is no other man i would rather argue with, or cry to, or tell my fears to. he gets me, and accepts me, and i love him very much for that. and the good times we have together are such an incredible high i could almost get a stomach ache from how great they are. good and bad, its never felt like this before.