i hate myself and i want to die.....too true

[rabidzombiez]

such a prolific quote and so true....i feel so unloved and unappreciated as of right now, as if im just here and not their son...i hate them....i hate myself and i want to die.....I AM SO ALONE!!!! ...i need your hugs to make it all better...but your not here. can i send you a letter?? an e-mail?? a phone call?? no, i cant because you dont exist. ok well my dad just came down here and started bitching about driver's ed well fuck that "your mother is real concerned about you, your 18 years old and havent stared engaging in life" well FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!!! i cant wait till im 18....ill just get my licence then fuck them....fuck life....i just want to flatten his skull with a 3 pound sledge.....

fuck the world....