why am I in love with something i can never have?

[rabidzombiez]

i dont kno
i just kno it happened and there is nothing i can do to change it
its been this way ever since
shit man
i hate this
i really do
i almost feel like everyone is stealing my happiness
like i should cut their heads off
but then
who?
no one
which is why its a bad idea
who fuckin knows?
i dont
i almost want to leave them
to leave them all
but i dont think i could
even if i had the means
i think i might love her too much
damn this